will anyone ever really know the truth with him?
or will he hide everything for the rest of our fucking lives?
if I stay, it's for good.. or should I just go now..
leave the most important thing in my life for the last 7 years, over insecurities.
insecurities that I'm not sure are even valid.
though, there has yet to be proof that they aren't.
I suppose all I can do is give it more time.
I hate relationships.
I'd rather be alone for the rest of my life.
